Skipping stones

Heh, I so shouldn’t be here.
Discussion essay’s the thing now for English and I’m just doing some research and it set me thinking. woah.
Research on the existence of God.

It makes me wonder if there’s really a God on this world.
Oh yes, we pray to God in the morning, we pray to God in the midday and I pray to God before I go to bed. We pray for his blessings, we pray to thank him for what we have etc.

Believing in God isn’t something everyone does. Basically, if you believe there’s a God, you will also believe that He is the one that arranges our fate and decides how our lives should be led. That’s using your heart to feel and think.
If you don’t, then you think that you and only you control your life. That’s using your head to rationalise and think.
You see, for God, I used the word believe and for controlling your life, I used the word think. Believe goes with the heart while think goes with the head.

Let me just put it in this way:
Whether or not you believe in God, you think that you have the ability to change your future to a better one and make your life a more fulfilling one.
Do you see the irony?
It’s like you do believe in God but you don’t believe that He controls your fate, rather, you tend to believe that with willpower and determination, whatever predestined fate it is, you can change it. Don’t we always use that to encourage one another?
“Work hard now and then you will be able to do better in the future”.
I think this whole God and “everything happens for a reason” thing, just plays around with the heart and the head.

God, it’s just such a controversial topic.
Probably this is too sensitive evidence, shall I take it out from my supporting point?
Hmm, I’m still back to square one but yeah, sometimes, it’s good to believe in God, He’s a friend(:

[This whole post has nothing against any God of any religion. Please don’t take any offence (:]

oooooooooorange [wuuuu-ran-ge]

Meet-the-parents on Friday was rather fun(:
Felt really gross ‘cause we were sweating like mad cows and we had to change into blouse and have the tie around our neck.
Dinner with Joey and Esther was retarded; with all the things like carrots coming out from your nose then ears ‘cause you laugh while you are eating. HAH(:

Fast forward.
Was stationed at the Father Barre and then Aline and Jacq came.
Talked and then Jacq showed me her collection of hair for her science project D:
She goes to the hair salon, gets the hair on the floor and goes home and wash it.
How COOL is that? It’s just so scary, hairy and creepy:/
But yeah, it was still fun talking to them [you 2 must be so honoured.](:

Ailynn came!
745, had to go to the MPR1 to usher the parents to the classrooms.
Ailynn had her bag and stuff with her so she wanted to go back to class to put her stuff there.
On our way there, we heard this pssst pssssssst pssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssst psssst sound! D:
GOSH, WE WERE SO FREAKED OUT.
We turned our heads to see where the sound was coming from but we didn’t spot anything. Furthermore, it was pitch black.
So, we started running and running. Tension and suspense.
Ominous feeling that the sound of unknown gives us. Sinister atmosphere.
FINALLY, we saw PEOPLE.

We saw Mr Nah outside the MPR1, so we started telling him what we heard & he was like, O.o Okay, let me go and check it out. Ailynn and I were so scared that something might happen to him so we kept persuading him not to go. But yeah, he still went and came back in one piece!
Guess what he said?
That stupid thing that made such a stupid sound to scare Ailynn and I out of our wits was a
STUPID BAT! Tsk, lol.

Chatted with Mr Nah with Esther, Joey and some other friends(:
& Mr Nah is just hilarious, in a weird way(:
He admits that he’s abnormal and weird. Haha.
How often do you see teachers admitting that they are weird and abnormal?(:

Ushered the parents to the classrooms and Mr Nah and Mrs Khong didn’t let us stay in the classroom while they have their secret talk.
So we sat at the level bench. Chatted, talked, chatted(:

Mum chatted with teachers, duh.
& even she thinks that my teachers are awesome so I’m really going to push myself to really get a better L1R5 and yes, do myself, my parents and my teachers proud(:
Last day that I’ll be sitting with Ailynn, awww!
I really enjoyed sitting with her for this whole month and Ailynn, thank you so much for everything(:
The little gifts that she gave me were so cute(:
Oh btw, she was the most most disgusting person in the world yesterday:D

Song Ai Lynnnnnnnnnnnn!<3

I realised that when you cram everything to the end of the week to post, it’s really overwhelming:0
Neway, back from MTP, watched this documentary on okto.
Pretty cool.
These 2 guys went into the Amazon forest and lost their way in there, got separated and then they finally found each other again and got rescued.
Whole documentary was showing their experience in Amazon forest.
Documentaries can be interesting afterall(:

Giraffe humiliated me:0
She and her number 1 made me laugh so much! But it’s alright, she’s forgiven since she’s so sincere in her apology. Lol.

Campfire at St Margaret’s yesterday.
I think it was okay, but the people around me made it so hilarious.
Shan’t go into much details, though there are really loads to say, but yeah, I gotta run!
Thanks Uncle, Aunty, sister Neo!:D

Good day, peepoleee!:D

Tag replies:
Yumin]
Hello, buddy!
See, I’m replying you now okay, so stop saying that I don’t 😛

Aline]
Oh you retarded partner, I know you want to be bald and what’s so bad being bald?:0 It totally fits you(:
& you, I give you FRESHLY squeezed sunflower oil you still suan me?! How could you!:0

NienNIEN]
Haha, What’s wrong with the GREEN monster, I likeee(: YAY, OC<3 Let’s be anti-basin people:D

Esther]
Cough cough, I won’t ask why aren’t I there.
It doesn’t matter if I’m there or not ‘cause you know deep down, I’m always there(:
Neh neh ni poo poo.
Sorry lah, didn’t I JUST post?:P what’s with the last part huh, you go and comfort your “yeo yeo”; needs the love and support from loved ones.SHOO.
Ashley]
TSK, what shameless tomato?! You mean peeeeson, oh wait not peeeson, you are a MONSTY(: and those drawings are not icky, they are artistic(:

Ailynn]
HAHA, ❤ you too! Gosh, I dedicated a little part of my post to you, aren’t you honoured?(:

Flabs]
It doesn’t only rock our socks, it also rocks our PAPERCLIPS, TENT, DOLLY-S, PEGS ETC. OCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCC<3

:0 what a long post! [yeo’s esther, do you see this? Super long right? Not like someone, post halfway then need to log off blah blah(:]

Taking baby steps

I’m having this warm, fuzzy feeling now(:
You know those indescribable feeling that we sometimes have? Makes me go all nice and blissful.

This whole of March holidays has zoomed past like a rocket.
Before we even know it, it’s the end of the week and it’s back to school.
But, OC definitely made this whole week fun, enjoyable and meaningful.

Tomorrow’s the day.
OC MONSTERS, HERE WE GO!
I believe all that we have done, we have sweated, it will be worth it.
OC has been this load of fun bags and peals of laughter, but most of all it’s the strong bond that we have forged and what we have been through.

Those days, hours, minutes and seconds that we spent together
under the blazing sun,
getting burnt and red together,
playing with sun block,
cutting and extending twine,
lying on the comfy grass,
seeing the “passerby” fly away,
modifying our structure,
making sure we mallet the poles properly,
having our pegs aligned,
saying lame jokes on the spot,
teasing each other,
getting those diagonal lashes right,
running around the field,
crazy outburst of desire to run round the track,
creating the monsty land,
hiding baboon’s socks and putting her paper clip in there,
throwing poles into the tent ‘cause we were too lazy to bundle them,
rolling the heavy tent from the quad to the track,
digging soil to get the pole out and then to find it broken; etc

There’s many many more and it’s just this thing we call: memories.

Team unity and spirit ; a sense of belonging. It was never like that in the past and it’s just really amazing how we can be so close through the process of preparing for the competition.

After dismantling the kitchen dresser and striking the tent, we came together, arms around each other’s shoulders.
We said, we promised to do our best at all costs.
We ended it of with a little cheer and smiled.
I believe, deep down, we will be proud of ourselves for what we’ve done no matter what the results may be.
NIKE(just do it), leave no regrets and all the way monsters of lala land!
We can do this!

Okay, I’ve got loads more to blog about but it’s bedtime, so GOODNIGHT:D

What a day:D

The lala monsty family!

OC IS THE BOMB MAN! ❤

With balding teo kar yee, blur baboon, sick nienping, flabby flabs tab, gross ash and esther the joel, OC could not have been better than this!

All the funny things that happened today was really too much for my stomach.
I laughed till I rolled, till my stomach ached etc.
& we came up with this monsty land that’s really cool! EVERYONE OF US IS A MONSTER(: Nice and friendly monsters, I must add.
& I drew a really nice family portrait of us.

There was this part where I was trying to memorise the tentage thingy and somehow my brain just couldn’t accept the structure of it. Hence, I repeated it a lot of times so the impatient monsters got impatient with me:0 [Go look at their blogs, keep saying I’m slow]
But, it’s alright! No matter how many “last times” I took, I still managed to memorise the structure. I hope? Heh.

I shall not comment on how sick Nienping’s mind can ACTUALLY get, to think that she was all innocent and pure, tsk. Neither should I comment on how blur baboon was, thinking that we threw her wet sock in the dustbin, hung it on the trees etc and then finally finding it, wearing it and not realising the paper clip in there. How wols can she get!(:

OC is just some fun thing man. Okay, not “some”, it’s ALL fun thing:D

CIP with ailynn!

Full dose of hilarious-ness and fun!:D

We were doing administrative stuff, like collating survey results on some talk thing and yes our eyes were like going in to circles and circles. That was quite tiring but we encouraged each other and yeah, made lame comments. I mean, who are we? THE FANG DIAN, METALLIC BONDING ETC PARTNER! No matter how tiring something is, we will always find some way of entertainment in it:D

Somehow, someway, even when we visited the washrooms and going into the pantry to get a drink, we laughed till our mouths ached.
In the pantry, we were staring at this machine that had like multiple buttons for us to press for our desired drink.
We analysed it and came up with really weird analogies then we started laughing like some mad elephants!haha!

& I was so obsessed with photocopying papers ‘cause I didn’t do it before and I’ve always wanted to.
BUT, today I managed to get my hands on the photocopier machine with some really excellent way of persuasion(:
It was quite fun, but then after I pressed the “off” button, this horrible sound came from the machine and I got shocked, thinking that I spoilt the machine. I just stared at it, as if staring would help to repair the machine, but yeah, the machine didn’t spoil.
I realised that it always makes that same horrible sound when you switch it off. So now, I think I’m having a phobia of it. That’s so opposite of my initial feeling towards the photocopier machine.

Today, was just fun fun fun all the way:D
WHOO.
Now, it’s back to math. I’M SO EXCITED, like you can totally tell from my tone.
OHOH, ailynn, JIAYOU for your study plan, I believe you can motivate yourself and like what I told you earlier in the day, “It’s YOU who motivates and find the will power to do well in everything you do. You make the decision, no one else does it for you”(:

Flip a pancake.

The little baby boy.

Jie jie, where’s the moon?
You will have to wait for the sun to go down first, Zeph.
But I want to see the moon!

Such innocence that tickles the side of my mouth.
I smiled.

The way food works with me. It’s just amazing.

GOOD MOOOO AFTERNOON!:D

MARCH HOLIDAYS ARE HERE!
Heh, but I doubt it will be much a holiday for me):
Nehmind, I shall still find joy in what I do!(:

Term 1 just wheezed past like that.
It’s just too fast and everything is moving at an incredibly fast speed.
On Friday, I gave a hug to the peeepole that were still in class and it just reminded me of the laughable moments that we always had in class(:

I think 3 Loyalty’s just such an awesome class.
Ailynn was just sharing with me that she would really miss the class during this march holidays.awww. Yes, ailynn, desk partner, metallic bonding partner, ability to fang4 dian4 partner, I WILL MISS YOU TOO!
Just imagine, it’s only a 1 week seperation, what will happen when we graduate? We will probably cry buckets and buckets. Haha.
3 LOYALTY<3

I think math lessons are getting so hilarious, Mrs Seah is so funny(:
Matrices. Multiplication. Algebra. Quadratic equations. Modulas Functions. Hateful? Not.
I tell you, it’s those tests that spoils math.boo.

One more thing.
MOKS. Thanks so much for patiently teaching me math the other day! [see, I’m not wang4 en1 fu4 yi4 (:]& jiayou, buddy! Life will never be a bed of roses but we will continue to persevere and reach the highest points of our lives(: Like what I’ve told you, there will always be peeeople around you that care and love you, so don’t give up(:

Another thing.
I went to the dentist the other day.
The dentist said that I might need to put on retainers ‘cause APPARENTLY, my mouth can’t close at rest as my upper jaw is protruding out a little.
Yeah, sounds so retarded.
After I told Ruth and Esther, they started laughing like some mad cow luh.
TSK. Then they told Elaine and her friends, and the laughing craze started again.
But they are all so funny. Haha(:

School’s stressful, but all of this warm friendships, wonderful and dedicated teachers etc, brushes this aside. Btw, st nicks has this really awesome school spirit<3

Psst, vanes, you slow pok! See, even I’m faster than you!

I will roar like a penguin, dance like an elephant, sit at the top of the hill and see the sun set.

Rush Hour.

Esther’s mum and my mum will definitely make the best-est friends of the century.
They can go shake hands man.

I feel like describing my week today. Heh.
Wednesday was HCL compo test but it wasn’t graded and somehow after everyone finished, moks and I were the only ones left writing with zioeders, wenting and esther waiting.
When moks and I were about to finish up our last sentence, we suddenly realised that our compo was written wrongly. It was the WRONG format. Usually, it’s the content of the compo that goes haywire, not the format!
Wrong format, so we decided to rewrite.
Neway, thanks Su Lao Shi for waiting for us and the 3 of you who helped us!(:

Thursday was piano day.
When was the last time I blogged about my piano? It seems long.
Scales was as usual, just that this time, it was worse. My fingers couldn’t move fast to keep up with the correct tempo. It kept getting stuck. Arpeggios were horrendous. I kept hitting onto the wrong keys.
I just can’t find time to practice. I NEED TIME. Who doesn’t?
Was tested on my 3 pieces.
Speed was like some tortoise, probably even slower.
GAH.

Friday was SS CT and OC meeting.
Stupid Social Studies (3 C’s in a row) test.
Too little time, so much to write, heart beats faster, hand moves at an incredibly fast speed, fingers get numb, words get enlarged.

OC meeting was so retarded and it was the time when the birth of different monsters came about! Haha. We managed to finish editing our kitchen dresser proposal and learnt how to do the flagpole.
WHOO.

Saturday was guides.
HOHO, Esther and I bought a cake and did up a present for Aline.
She didn’t really expect us to have the surprise birthday celebration so of course, she was shocked(:
We played with cake, which made all of us oily and it’s so difficult to smash a piece of cake onto Aline’s face:0 She just dodges fast.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, ALINE!

Camp Christine.
Played this game thing that was organized by Carol for her PGA.
I’ll skip the details but the bottom line’s: FUN.
The bus ride back to school was totally hilarious.
That baboon’s back is sensitive to human’s touch.
Once we touched her back, she starts shrieking like some…BABOON.
HAHA.

Math is the killer.
A.math CT this week and I can’t comprehend chapter 2.
Adding on, chem. CT’s on the same day as A.math CT. yucks.
The first term into 2009’s really pressurizing and crazy BUT 3LOYALTY HAS BEEN AWESOME:D
PPR is something that I don’t ever want to get back.
NEHMIND, IT’S ALRIGHT!
I/WE SHALL CONTINUE TO PERSEVERE:D

Ohoh, munn yi’s super retarded and crazy.hah(:
I’m going to INDULGE myself in my lovely books and homework.
Probably later, I will use the books to hit my brain.

Psst, JIAYOU, vanes and yes, I will write more in your diary(:
Extra psst, this is such a LONG post. I think long posts go nice with pictures.

I don't know why I chose this photo(:

graphs, mind going to heaven?

I’m afraid of you. But I still like you.
When I look at you, I feel threatened. But I still like you.
You look back at me with those signs and your values are like daggers. But I still like you.
Each time I try to understand you, I end up feeling exasperated. But I still like you.
They say the easiest way to overcome fear is to face it.
I want to fear you no more, so I shall look at/understand you thoroughly, enduringly, painfully.

STUPID MATH, I’m going to conquer you! Muahaha.

& today’s square root day! 030309, go figure.