The day I died(:

The day I died-Just Jack
Drag myself from my bed
Around 20 past 6
Get my kids up make breakfast
1 egg 2 toast 3 weetabix

And as I sit down i look up
and your standing in the doorway sun at your back
in my old brown dressing gown
Well no one can love you more than I love you now, but I

Gotta go running for the bus
Coat flying and i try not to miss it this time
but the drivers waiting and thats strange
kids on the top deck quiet for a change
and theres no rain and no roadworks
in the bus lane and all my hurts run away
and Im smiling as Im punching in

the day I died was the best day of my life
the day I died was the best day of my life
tell my friends and my kids and my wife
everything will be alright
the day I died was the best day of my life

Now the secretaries they got a smile for me
and the intray on my desks almost empty
I get a memo from executive Joe
saying Rob the gob is getting kicked out
for embezzling funds from the company account
and Id be lying if I said I wasn’t chuffed
cos I always hated rob
and now they’ll probably offer me robs old job

And in the park at lunch
theres no whinos on my favorite bench
none of that drunk chatter none of that pissy stench
and the scrawny little pigeons with the gammy legs
decide to dive bomb from someone elses sandwich instead
and theres something about the city today
like all the colors conspire to overwhelm the grey
and this close to the fire I can feel no cold
but a rainbow halo around my soul

the day I died was the best day of my life
the day I died was the best day of my life
tell my friends and my kids and my wife
everything will be alright
the day I died was the best day of my life

so I leave work get to the high street and I miss my bus
should I wait for another no I cant be arsed
begin to walk
and rush hour crowd seem to part like the red sea
and Im stopping at the offy
20 cigarettes and a 6 pack to relax me
and as I cross back over the street
I guess I never saw that taxi
I guess I never saw that taxi

the day I died was the best day of my life
the day I died was the best day of my life
tell my friends and my kids and my wife
everything will be alright
the day I died was the best day of my life

Smile-Uncle Kracker
You’re better then the best
I’m lucky just to linger in your light
Cooler then the flip side of my pillow, that’s right
Completely unaware
Nothing can compare to where you send me,
Lets me know that it’s ok, yeah it’s ok
And the moments where my good times start to fade

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed, sing like bird
Dizzy in my head, spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh, you make me smile

Even when you’re gone
Somehow you come along
Just like a flower poking the sidewalk crack and just like that
You steal away the rain and just like that

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed, sing like bird
Dizzy in my head, spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh, you make me smile

Don’t know how I lived without you
Cuz everytime that I get around you
I see the best of me inside your eyes
You make me smile
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed, sing like bird
Dizzy in my head, spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh, you make me smile

Having my handy radio as company when making study notes, ain’t that bad!
Now, I’m in love with these and their lyrics(: And smile by Uncle Kracker sort of summed up my whole September holidays. Though most of the time I was with those much dreaded books, but I had my own share of fun and smiles(:
The day I died by Just Jack, reminded me of my grandpa. Sometimes, I wish I could go visit him, give him a hug, tell him how’s school for me, ask him how he is; just like in the past(: Tomorrow’s grandparent’s day, so Happy Grandparent’s Day, ah ma, ye ye, po po, gong gong!
Oh, got a new phone so all’s cool.

For your information(:

So my previous phone has ended its life when the screen went fuzzy and the internal connections were kind of messy. Dad and Mum got me a new, awesome, amazing, user-friendly phone on Sunday and most importantly, I likeee it. I spent such a nice time with that phone the whole Sunday and on Monday morning tragedy struck. The screen went blank when I was using the camera. I tried to switch it off and restart it a few times, but it remained the same. Can you believe it, I didn’t do a single thing to that beautiful phone and when it decides to blank the screen, it blanked! No matter how this stupid may sound, I’m still sad over the phone, like I thought I would have such beautiful days with this beautiful phone but oh well. Nehmind, we’ll be sending it for repair this weekend and since the warranty hasn’t expired, of course it hasn’t, it was just one day, I might get a replacement. Basically, the bottom line is, I’m sorry that I won’t be able to reply smses and pick up phone calls so if I don’t reply, it isn’t that I don’t want to but I don’t have the ability to do so now): Hah, I feel so pathetic, but it’s alright, I’ll try to live without the phone for, let’s say, a week? But if it has to be serviced then, 3 weeks? I mean, how bad can it be!:D

Okay, I’m going back to my ss(:

An old song that you know by heart

My mouth and toes are problematic. Know why?
Last week, I had this super fruper big aching ulcer on the left side of my lower jaw. It hindered my speech and eating/drinking habits. Late this week, after the ulcer on the left side of my lower jaw disappeared, another grow on the right side of my lower jaw. At first, it was just some small thing then it grew bigger. On Thursday, before piano, I went to my grandma’s house and she told me to put salt on the ulcer and since it was really killing my whole mouth, I did. and let me tell you, oh my geese it was asfgjhdgusdbfghb OUCH. I put the salt on it, and they reacted and my grandma said must rub the salt on my ulcer. I tried and I screamed, jumped, hopped. That night, the ulcer became smaller but the next morning, it returned to its original size. Great, I screamed and hopped and jumped for nothing. I’m never looking forward to meal times now.

Then yesterday, during math lesson I was like moving my tongue in my mouth. I know it sounds weird here, but I always do that, like move it to the left then right. My tongue met my cheek wall and guess what, my cheek wall was tearing! I was so sure that it was tearing! There was this skin-like-cell-like thing, which when I move it up and down, it followed. It was light, probably translucent, like loose cheek cells formed together, ready to go on strike and pull itself out from my cheek. Doesn’t it just sound so painful and yeah, gross. That’s the story of my mouth this week, and although that cheek thing is gone, that stupid, fat, white ulcer is unfortunately having a time of its life torturing my mouth. I’m never looking forward to meal times now.

My big toe. Yesterday morning, when I woke up I felt pain at the big toe, like some bruise, just that it didn’t look like one. It was just a little more red than normal and I thought maybe it was a mosquito bite, so I scratched it. It wasn’t itchy, so it can’t be that (looks like the talk I had with those mosquitoes worked!) I asked my mum and dad they said it was swollen. So there, now my ability to walk is also hindered. Aiya, ulcers and swollen toes aren’t enjoyable at all): I just rubbed some medication on it and I realise it actually resembles like a big bruise!:o Pain pain! I’m going to consider wearing slippers to school tomorrow.

Thanks Esther, Wanyi, Rebecca, Mei and Yvette(: I haven’t done that over math for a long time, and I knew, like what Rebecca said, I really cannot get used to failing tests and all, it will just let my grades drop into the the deepest valley. I still remember the feeling I have each time I got back math results and it was really a sense of helplessness and I’m not going to let myself to that state again.

I don’t know how to describe this week, but it was different. There was only one test but I felt more tired as compared to weeks that were packed with tests. It’s like a mental thing, mental tiredness. Ah yes, that sounds like a good term to describe this(: I had another cat encounter on Thursday night. It made my stomach and intestines tie up together like those plaits the cute girls have and my face was cringed up like a old, rotten, sour plum! There were 2 black cats and one of which, I WITNESSED, was playing with a dead mouse D: yuckky yuckky yucks. How I hate mice and cats. How I wish they didn’t have to be on the same planet that I’m on, even though I know they are part of the food chain, but still, how could they!

I just conveniently spent half an hour on this post talking about toes, mouth, cats and mice, how lovely(:

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LIM YUMIN! YOU ARE COMING BACK IN SEPTEMBER?:D Of course, you love me, if you don’t love me, then there must be something wrong. Neway, cats are gross ttm and don’t you give me a cat, I’ll just throw it back. Oh wait, I won’t even want to lay my hands on it. So you can give me candies instead(:

Nicole the awesome]
I’m awesomeerr(: nonono, they are not ’cause they bully me! & I heard you got into vjip, congrats!

Where there is love, there is hope.

We shot the moon.

Bern lent me “Sundays at Tiffany’s” on Friday ’cause i just saw it on her table and the title sounded so vaguely familiar, so I decided to bring it home and have a read. Turn out that the book was okay-ish, not really something that I would have picked up from the book shelves by myself. Though, I got this really sweet line from it “Love means you’ll never be apart”. Thanks anyway, Bernice Lim! & Don’t pretend, you still owe me my birthday present while I owe you your letter and geese, your birthday is coming up!:D

My brother’s downright gross, he just friggin’ threw his smelly socks onto the study table where I was just now, like right under my very nose! He and his un-kickable habit of throwing his smelly socks onto the study table and when I ask him to bring it down and dump it in the laundry basket, it’s always the perpetual answer of “later”. Very irritating leh. I think using singlish to end of something has that added and needed emphasis.

Okay, even my bro’s gross to this extent, he was nice enough to save me from my frightful encounter on Thursday after piano lesson. I was on my way home when I met this furry, fluff-balled living thing with a proud name of-CAT. I was actually chased by it, and it meowed at me with it’s mouth gradually opening like a crescendo and I could see it’s long sharp horrible teeth. At the sound of it’s meow, I literally cringed and gave it a disgusting look. Although it was white, it wasn’t pretty at all; even if the cat was in rainbow colours, it still wouldn’t have appealed to me at all. I was thinking of ways to flee from it, I actually felt trapped ’cause it kept circling me. First, it was walking behind me, then beside me then in front of me! How I wished I had wings so I could fly and ’cause it didn’t have wings, it obviously can’t fly after me! But I thought of a more practical and realistic idea which was to call home. My bro picked up the phone, and I was half screaming into it and I screamed at it to ask him to come and save me from a cat! Before he came, I think the cat was going to attempt to lick me (OH MY GEESE), so I screamed! Quite loudly in fact, but I don’t know why no one heard me, but neway, the cat was probably scared, so it stopped and stared at me and I took advantage of its state of shock and walked off rapidly. Then I saw my brother, gosh, at that time, he was like light at the end of the tunnel and how grateful I am for that! I started recounting the whole thing to my brother, and I bet half the time he was rolling his eyes and giving me that diao look, but Tan Xuan, it’s alright! Thanks for coming:D Hah, this are what siblings are for what, right! When I was safely home, I recounted the whole thing to mummy and papa, and my mum was just laughing and my dad was giving me this “WHATTTT, it’s just a stupid cat” face.

& now, I’m having phobia of walking up that lane when I come home. How laugh-able but blame the cat, not me. Pfft but now thinking back, I think it’s quite funny:D School this week was packeddd but was still manageable and PE was like the funniest thing that could ever happened. We should have taped down everything that happened, we were all having laughing fits/spasm man! Even Miss Lim, told us that it was interesting and funny watching us play softball! HAHA, I LOVE PE:D

WHO WANTS TO BUY COOKIES? GUIDES ARE SELLING COOKIES, SO COME BUY FROM ME:D I desperately need more orders! I was flipping through my hand book and I realised that it’s so messy ’cause mei and esther like filled it up with so much crap. OH MY GEESE, I want revenge:D & the not very nice thing that I found out was like eoys are another 3-4 weeks away:o That’s hot shocking news, so bye! Did I mention this before, but I really love jason mraz songssss and their lyrics are sweet and meaningful!

if we just try try try

just to be ni-ni-nice

then the world would be a better place for you and I

if we just live our lives

putting our differences aside

oh that would be so beautiful to me

[Surprisingly, the first verse has the word, CAT, how prettily ironic.]

Cross my heart.

Actually, I wanted to let this blog rot away. There are so many things happening and it’s tough to keep track of everything on the blog and by the time i get home, I’m either in front of my study notes or burying my head into my comfy pillow for some good old sleep or just stoning/slacking away;D But thennn, today, I felt obliged to come back here and do something with it! And I’m gonna do it in the form of pictures ’cause posting pictures seems to be something that I would do to a about-to-rot blog!:D snapped some shots when making sushi on national day!

They were super duper fruper-ly cute and yummy, well that’s of course, I made them!

I think capturing such moments with the use of the camera is intriguing yet simple. The fact is, we also capture our own little pictures with our eyes the moment we were born; when images and memories of all the little baby steps we took to be where are who we are now. As years go by, we grow older and we experience more and nonetheless, our brain still remembers it. We grow to an age of 80 and the brain still continues to keep those good old memories and bring in new ones. It seems like the brain has an endless capacity of storage, no definite size. I don’t know what I’m trying to say by typing all this, but I like it that all living things have the ability to remember all their beautiful memories in their life.

I watched this movie once, where this woman had some brain disorder and her memory would only last a day, which means that, whatever and whoever she meets today, would be forgotten tomorrow, including her family and her lover. But, her lover never gave up loving her, everyday he would have to re-enact the scene of how they first met and then somehow, get married in that day, and eventually, they had a daughter. In a way, it was a sad situation, but they never thought of it as a sad one, but more of finding happiness amidst all of the odds against them(: The feeling of typing something here again, feels rather good(:

I’m too bothered by the bites to have a title.

Dear Mrs Mosquito and family,

Please stop your incessant feasting on my blood. I know it’s sweet and you love it and it’s your lifeline but please, spare a thought for me. You’ve already violated me thirty plus times and I think that’s enough. I wanted to tolerate you and your family but the thing about not knowing that you are there but feeling myself being sucked, bitten bothers me a lot, especially when I’m very dilligently doing my geog notes.

I would just like to further emphasize that I’m not a blood bank where my blood is free for you to suck and all I get from it is bites, itch and scars. I don’t think you would like it if that happened to you too. I told my mum about it and she decided to put the mosquito coil so I’m sorry if any of you gets hurt in the process but at least, I was nice enough to speak up for you and your family, but my mum decided to go ahead with it. It’s burning now, burning burning burning and if you wouldn’t kindly cooperate with me, I’m gonna burn too and I assure you the next move I’ll take won’t be just another letter. While I’m writing this, I can still feel you on my skin and I really don’t want it to happen again.

Therefore, before I turn even nastier, please get your “army” away from me, far far away. I thank you for your understanding and I hope I would get your full cooperation.

Thank you.

Love,
Min, the one who can’t stand bites.

(ABCDEFGHJKLMNOP! THEY ARE REALLY ANNOYING! I decided to tell this to them nicely so probably they would listen to me, and somehow I really believe they will. I just have to treat them like my friends and kindly and politely ask them to back off. It sounds really stupid, but I don’t know why I’ve a feeling that it will work. But if they really don’t stop, I might consider wrapping myself in clear plastic bags, to keep them away from me. If plastic bags wouldn’t work, I’ll get… I’ll think of it when the time comes. For now, I really hope they would go away):)

Only one thing at a time.

This post has been kept in drafts ever since Friday and it’s now screaming at me to release it, so here it is!
I think no one will ever break my record of the number of mosquito bites I have.
It’s not 5, nor 10, nor 20, but a freaking mammoth, extra-extraordinary, grossly formed, bull-like number of TWENTY NINE (29)THIRTY (30)TWENTY-NINE WAS YESTERDAY. Can you imagine that, the itchiness that I’ve been experiencing for the past 2 days?! Actually, it wasn’t causing that much of an itch, it’s more of me being worried that they would all leave scars ’cause it happened before. But, last time, it was just one or two, now there’s like TWENTY NINE?! I don’t want scarred-mosquito-bitten legs. Since I’m so psychic, I know it would suck. pfft pfft pfft tsk tsk tsk. (The count of the bites might not be very accurate, and most probably it has increased. I’m just too lazy to follow the chase of it.) I’m just gonna continue to apply Mopiko, at least it kills the itch:D

Life still carries on even though I have TWENTY NINE mosquito bites, so I had chinese oral on Tuesday and I heard the question wrongly, which is a very hugeeee mistake. & the thing was that I didn’t even know that I heard the question wrongly, and I still attempted to answer so confidently, when the examiner asked me the question again. I think they were quite nice luh, at least the lady was smiling, totally put my mind at ease. Okay, not totally, but I felt a teeny weeny less scared.

The one friend beside me and the 2 friends beside me and I have all been eating apples quite dilligently during 9am. It’s so crunchy, red, convenient, sweet and yummy!(: AND, the 6-7 people who are sick/has been sick/quarantined, take care and stay strong:D This H1N1 thing is just crazy. Physics test was quite easy, too easy to be believable. We always hope that tests would be easy, but when it’s really easy, we get scared ’cause we just can’t believe that it could be that easily and then we find out how many stupid mistakes we’ve made. When tests are difficult, we start complaining. So the root of these whole test thing, is not to have tests! But that wouldn’t happen in time to come, oh well, tests are and always will be part and parcel of our lives:D

OH, recesses are getting funny and retarded day by day and giraffe’s phone is such a good tool to make esther, ruth, shiting to laugh:D today, when I wanted to send a message to the 3 of them, I asked giraffe if the shiting in her phone is the shiting that is with us now, then she said yes, and I stupidly believed her. So I sent out the message, and it was a super fruper duper retarded message. I told giraffe then she was like, I tricked you, that was my senior. Hahaha, we laughed like some mad animals. Wait, it doesn’t sound that funny over here, but it was really funny then:D There are fewer tests now, lessons are getting draggier, like it makes me want to fall asleep more but I feel like I’m happier this term than the last. Not that I wasn’t happy last term, but this term seemed more, I don’t know how to put this into words, but yeah, it’s just this feeling that I get(:

Went to J8 with Esther on Friday and it will be the last Friday where we can go out if we want to ’cause cca’s gonna be resumed. & Esther you should be glad that I’m not doing any hanky-panky business on your name when you did on mine:D Should I recount the whole thing? My memory’s really failing me, wanted to ask Esther for the details but she’s really taking forever to blog so I might as well just depend on my fantastic memory.

Lunch lunch lunch and we talked about non-retarded and non-crappy stuff which was really surprising! The uncle whom we bought the noodles from was so funny! We said “thank you, uncle” and Esther was already holding on to the tray ready to walk away, when the uncle said “Har, ni shuo shen me? UNCLE?! Wo uncle?! kuai dian, wo bu shi uncle wo shi shen me?” I almost wanted to call him kor kor and Esther almost wanted to call him brother if he continued joking with us. The people are so friendly, treating us all like friends and not just another customer(: Btw, their fishballs are those kind of fishballs that we both like!

So the non-retarded and non-crappy stuff that we talked about was about Miss Law’s lesson (Social Studies). I think we are such good students, even when we eat, we remember the teacher’s words and even discussed about it. Yeah, so we were talking about how we agree with Miss Law that Singapore develops so fast and very soon, all the hawker centres/kopitiam/hot, stuffy, cramped, cats-filled places of delicious yummy food will be soon closed and be those classy/clean/air-conditioned/white tables, white seats food centres. Not that the latter isn’t good, but I’ve realized that when they change the image, the quality of food changes too and although the environment is so much better, but something just seems to be missing. BUT, since Esther sweats buckets and buckets of sweat very easily, she thinks that they should all be changed to the classy food courts. Oh well, different opinions and Singapore’s really going to change and develop at such a supersonic speed that after a blink, we see ourselves standing on a piece of land that’s totally something that belongs to the future. I wonder, if a country just continues to develop and develop, will such a day come that this country will slowly lose its distinctiveness of culture, tradition and national identity and probably the name of the country, is just a name without a meaning behind it? I think that will be sad.

After lunch,we went to get maan’s present which is long overdued but then it’s the thought that counts! Okay, then I can’t really remember what happened here. It was just walking around, going in and out of shops with a super full stomach. I remember meeting Alex since Esther needed to pass him his worksheet and before that we were in Popular. (The memory’s turning fuzzy, gosh, my memory really sucks.) It was only last Friday and I can’t remember much of it.

I remember that the bus trip was totally hilarious and we were laughing uncontrollably and then there was this point of time, when Esther was sms-ing and I was just stoning then she started laughing loudly and I stareeeed at her with me eyes. That crazy mental goose, she just laughed like there was no one in the bus, except both of us, not even the bus driver was there! And the reason why she laughed so loudly was the stupidest reason of all, it’s cause we were sitting exactly in the same position, and according to her the position was weird. Yeah, weird like her:D I think a lot more things happened but I don’t have the time to remember since I wasted the whole of yesterday so I’ll just leave this as it is. Thanks ESTHER JARGD NEO WEI SHAN FOR THE VERY LAST FRIDAY:D

Some random thing before I end this, the newspapers call birds the feathered nuisance?! Whattttt, I feel so sorry for the birds, especially mynahs):
I’m cruising off my weekend as if I have tons of time when I don’t plus there’s chem QA and geog rivers tests next week, which is all memory work and I haven’t even started:D I see a stupid fly buzzing in front of me again. shoots, do you think it’s that sucking blood winged insect coming for my blood again?! GO AWAY LAH! You don’t know how much I want to get rid of you, the stupid ABCDEFGH mosquitoessssssss.

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No, the name isn’t familiar since I don’t recognize it:D & you continue some more, you just see what I’m going to do:D EHHHH, you say some more, I go and call ESTHERRR:D You should know what I mean(:

Alex]
NOPE, DIDN’T GO TO MARS I WENT TO THE KITCHEN:D
Yes, your different taste of music and I heard it and it sounds different. But I like that part of lyrics that you typed out! Continue loving Panda Bear and any new discoveries of your music?

Out on the corner of Broadway.

Esther’s like so dead now, she went to post the unglam pics on her blog and she just went offline without giving me an explanation:o and wait, she isn’t a human, SHE’S A GOOSE!:D

I had this big bruise/balaku/aww-cheh last weekend, and it didn’t go away, instead it formed a little hump on my left hand and I thought something was growing inside. Freaky things like this has been happening to me of late. Those nightmares, OH YEAH, I had another creepy one and in this one, I died because I was running a really really high fever. At the funeral, esther and vanes cried like there was no tomorrow, the tears just kept rolling down their cheeks and finally, they went to said this to my mum, “I’m sorry auntie, but we really don’t have any more tears left.” So, to make up for their tearless eyes, they hugged each other till their arms hurt and continued grieving for my death. I told both of them my nightmare and they ended up laughing and saying it was a comedy when evidently, it was a tragedy. I DIED LEH:O

I was suppose to blog yesterday but since my mum needed to use the com, I couldn’t. While I was desperately waiting for her to leave the table and the com, she was there, grumbling to me how certain websites are so useless ’cause they don’t state the opening hours, how CPF’s website is the best ’cause it could answer all her questions, how, if next time, I have a website for my business, I should update it constantly and not let people visit my website and then disliking it for un-updated information etc. Lol. And, finally, in goodwill’s peace and comfort, I can blog now:D Actually, it isn’t comfort ’cause I have stupid cramps now, which ruined my whole study plan today. I woke up at 8 (I even set an alarm), and told myself that I’ll start on physics by 8.45 am, but because of much hated cramps, I lied in bed till 10. Can you believe it?Pfft.

Nehmind, let me continue(:

Lunch with Esther Neo Wei Shan.
Needless to say, it was grossly horrendous.
HAHAHAHA okay fine it wasn’t exactly very grossly horrendous.
It was, SUPER DUPER GROSSLY HORRENDOUSLY HILARIOUS!

Lunch with a goose, can you believe it!
I saw a goose eating beef noodles (thought they ate grass) and drinking bubble tea!
I saw a goose talk, it was really talking like a human, like me!
I saw a goose sms on the phone and took a piece of tissue to wipe it’s beak. So hygenic!
And I walked around in AMK Hub with a goose!
And I even went to the female toilet with the goose!

OHMYGOSH MY ENCOUNTER SHOULD BE PUBLISHED IN THE NEWSPAPERS, TELEVISION, MAGAZINE, POSTER, ADVERTISEMENT.
AHAHAHAHA, Esther, don’t you find something vaguely familiar?:D

Lunch with the esther was really good(:
It wasn’t the food but what we talked over lunch, we didn’t do that for quite some time, to really sit down and have this hearty, casual talk. Sometimes, we are all so caught up with so many things, that we seldom forget that although we see and spend time with each other everyday, we still need these little talks(: And, although you are a goose, that has a hugeeee pimple on your left cheek, and make weird noises and do stupid things, plus I’m so nice to accept you for who you are, you are still a wonderful FBPC<3

It's like the buddies; vanes, esther, min.

Ohoh, All the way, Dr William Tan! Go read today’s straits times! He’s really a very determined hero, his perseverence in wanting to achieve something is really worth learning from. “Why should I give up the fight?” Yeah, we all shouldn’t(:

Reworking the math and measurements.

I’m taking advantage of the fact that my computer seems to be in a jolly good mood today.
A whole bunch of things happened from 230609-060709.
I’m too lazy to list down the 758320485 things but mainly, my birthday, mum’s birthday and many little little things that constitute the other main things(: Oh shoots, before I came to this page to type out my post, I really had tons to write about, but now, when I’m on the page, I can’t really seem to organize my thoughts properly. Okay, this really isn’t working, ’cause all the little snippets that I had in my brain when I’m on the page, is now all gone. Probably, numbering my help!(:

1) I ran 5km yesterday at MacRitchie, great accomplishment indeed. (I just feel so inclined to boast about it:p)
2) I drank my favourite lotus soup, brewed by ah ma, ate my favourite fish noodles and butterfly bun for breakfast(:
3) I had a nightmare on Saturday night whereby, my maid was killed, I was almost killed and I couldn’t open my eyes to stop the whole nightmare.
4) Mr Nah was racing Bern, Mei qi, Eunice and I to the Chem lab and he stuck out his hand so that I couldn’t overtake him. lol.
5) We changed seats and I’m sitting with kaijun(:
6) Sports day is cancelled ’cause of the stupid pig which brings flu around. Okay, the pig isn’t stupid, it’s the flu. The efforts, the time, the props etc, but there might still be one at a later date.
7) I’m getting more impatient with my fingers during piano lessons. It pisses everyone off, mainly, my teacher and I.
Bro and I bought Mum a cake. Technically, I bought Mum a cake. I went to buy it, the money which I used to buy the cake was mine and all my bro did was just to agree that he was going to buy a cake with me. And that stupid boy was so lazy to even do up a card for her. Pfft. But nehmind, she was touched(:
9) It was my birthday which so coincidentally was the day of guides carnival. Went out with Vanes and Esther and I’ve pictures for this bullet!

You see pink!

Observe diameters of mouth.

Observe length of tongue.

1, 2, 3.

The friendship(:

Thank you for all the birthday greetings and presents and hugs(:

10) This is quite unimportant, but I said little little things, and this is a little little thing. I discovered a very nice flavour for bubble tea. PEACH RED/GREEN TEA. Now, I prefer that to milk tea, and Esther’s influenced too!
10) I think that’s about all!

And numbering really helps:D Like so much! I smell foooood, so it’s lunch and the I’m going to spent this lazy afternoon with math, which I have totally no drive in doing any of it.

Tag replies! : (this are friggin’ late. sorry!)
Benghost]
Hello ghost! TSK, fell asleep after seeing it?! what a friend! haha, thanks(:

Vanes]
My stomach’s not lousy okay, it’s really thepig intestines!

For those that I didn’t reply I think I replied in person, or over MSN/blog, or something, so it’s not that I don’t want to reply okay:D OKAY!

We’re a picture in my mind

My brother has been really kind enough to loan his computer to me since mine’s cranky(: Again.D: He’s nice but to a certain extent, since I’m only given 20 mins to stick my butt on the swivel in front of his computer so this shall be a quickie post.
I realise that I like to take my blog titles from certain meaningful/random lines off a song that I’m listening to. Today’s song is I Will Remember You by Ryan Cabrera. A good singer ’cause I like his songs. Simple, nice, sweet.

Guides camp.
It was really awesome. I don’t exactly know how to put my feelings down in words but I’m really thankful for the fact that we had camp this year. Even though it was extended by one more day, it was all worthwhile. First thinking that I wouldn’t pull through because of all the physical torture that I would be put through but when it ended, you don’t know just how much I learn from it. I don’t know what’s the difference between this year’s camp and the other years, but for once, I really dare to say that I truly enjoyed myself and it made me think alot. A thought provoking camp which made me reflect about these 3 years in SNGG and everything; all those ups and downs. I find myself slowly, very slowly getting that feeling stirred up in me, something that I never felt last time, at that time. Subconsciously, that feeling sneaks into me like a thief, robbing all those unhappiness and dislike away and putting in place, admiration, joyfulness, appreciation and passion.

It’s just weird how some feelings just get into you at this point of time and not at another. Sometimes, it comes late, like an unpunctual friend who made you wait at the bus stop for 1/2 an hour. Just that time difference of having that feeling affects decisions, important decisions that you make. You got that feeling before? I feel awkwardly uncomfortable feeling and sensing that feeling ’cause I know that I’m not allowed/supposed to feel that way at this time. I really do. Yeah, that’s guides camp. There was definitely fun, adventure, patrol-cool-thing (EXCALIBUR) and all sorts. I just thought that my biggest takeaway was that, all those feelings and stuff. It was probably too overwhelming to see it all come soaring back to me. But like what Tracy said, it’s an experience that very few would get to know. Bad experience, decision making true, but at the end of the day, I know it pulled me through and made me stronger. I mean, we always get stronger each time when we hit setbacks right. The harder this setback make you fall, the stronger you get and I think I really can’t deny that. Well, aren’t I in the process of that now? I gotta really thank Tracy for helping me through all this, Thanks Tracy<3 It’s really time to pick myself up, move on and concentrate on the other important happenings in my life now. For example, my dreaded and horrendous studies. (June holidays weren’t kind to my physical and mental health at all.)

Job attachment.
Today was the first day with SMRT.
It was quite a fine day today. Jessica and Lydia, the 2 people working there who are suppose to be “looking after” us during this week, turn out to be really nice and witty humans(: This job thingy is another good experience. The fact that the holidays are coming to an end and so far, all that’s gone has been swallowed up by the time monster and the last week of the holidays is for job attachment so I’m basically left with no time to have time with myself and other humans. Studying’s another issue too. But yeah, we weren’t really very excited for it, but I think after the first day, it doesn’t seem that bad(: Funny and retarded things happened today but due to the limited time that I’m given, I shan’t elaborate further!

Oh, ai sent me this message about going to some website an voting for schools to be closed for another week due to H1N1 and according to the message, it seems like it’s on the the channel news asia webpage, unless I got it wrong. hahah. This is a long post and I wanna put a picture up but all of them is still with wenting and ai, so yeah, gotta wait!

Quick Tag Replies:
Ashley]
Please, you are the one that doesn’t make ALL THE SENSE IN THE WORLD. Just look at what you wrote and you will know what I’m talking about:D Tsk, what mothballs!

Tay]
Hey! Mhm, of course you gotta feel touched. I really blogged ’cause you asked me too you know! Love you too, GIRAFFE<3

Alex]
I’m serious! I really do like it, so sweet and yummy!