We’re a picture in my mind

My brother has been really kind enough to loan his computer to me since mine’s cranky(: Again.D: He’s nice but to a certain extent, since I’m only given 20 mins to stick my butt on the swivel in front of his computer so this shall be a quickie post.
I realise that I like to take my blog titles from certain meaningful/random lines off a song that I’m listening to. Today’s song is I Will Remember You by Ryan Cabrera. A good singer ’cause I like his songs. Simple, nice, sweet.

Guides camp.
It was really awesome. I don’t exactly know how to put my feelings down in words but I’m really thankful for the fact that we had camp this year. Even though it was extended by one more day, it was all worthwhile. First thinking that I wouldn’t pull through because of all the physical torture that I would be put through but when it ended, you don’t know just how much I learn from it. I don’t know what’s the difference between this year’s camp and the other years, but for once, I really dare to say that I truly enjoyed myself and it made me think alot. A thought provoking camp which made me reflect about these 3 years in SNGG and everything; all those ups and downs. I find myself slowly, very slowly getting that feeling stirred up in me, something that I never felt last time, at that time. Subconsciously, that feeling sneaks into me like a thief, robbing all those unhappiness and dislike away and putting in place, admiration, joyfulness, appreciation and passion.

It’s just weird how some feelings just get into you at this point of time and not at another. Sometimes, it comes late, like an unpunctual friend who made you wait at the bus stop for 1/2 an hour. Just that time difference of having that feeling affects decisions, important decisions that you make. You got that feeling before? I feel awkwardly uncomfortable feeling and sensing that feeling ’cause I know that I’m not allowed/supposed to feel that way at this time. I really do. Yeah, that’s guides camp. There was definitely fun, adventure, patrol-cool-thing (EXCALIBUR) and all sorts. I just thought that my biggest takeaway was that, all those feelings and stuff. It was probably too overwhelming to see it all come soaring back to me. But like what Tracy said, it’s an experience that very few would get to know. Bad experience, decision making true, but at the end of the day, I know it pulled me through and made me stronger. I mean, we always get stronger each time when we hit setbacks right. The harder this setback make you fall, the stronger you get and I think I really can’t deny that. Well, aren’t I in the process of that now? I gotta really thank Tracy for helping me through all this, Thanks Tracy<3 It’s really time to pick myself up, move on and concentrate on the other important happenings in my life now. For example, my dreaded and horrendous studies. (June holidays weren’t kind to my physical and mental health at all.)

Job attachment.
Today was the first day with SMRT.
It was quite a fine day today. Jessica and Lydia, the 2 people working there who are suppose to be “looking after” us during this week, turn out to be really nice and witty humans(: This job thingy is another good experience. The fact that the holidays are coming to an end and so far, all that’s gone has been swallowed up by the time monster and the last week of the holidays is for job attachment so I’m basically left with no time to have time with myself and other humans. Studying’s another issue too. But yeah, we weren’t really very excited for it, but I think after the first day, it doesn’t seem that bad(: Funny and retarded things happened today but due to the limited time that I’m given, I shan’t elaborate further!

Oh, ai sent me this message about going to some website an voting for schools to be closed for another week due to H1N1 and according to the message, it seems like it’s on the the channel news asia webpage, unless I got it wrong. hahah. This is a long post and I wanna put a picture up but all of them is still with wenting and ai, so yeah, gotta wait!

Quick Tag Replies:
Ashley]
Please, you are the one that doesn’t make ALL THE SENSE IN THE WORLD. Just look at what you wrote and you will know what I’m talking about:D Tsk, what mothballs!

Tay]
Hey! Mhm, of course you gotta feel touched. I really blogged ’cause you asked me too you know! Love you too, GIRAFFE<3

Alex]
I’m serious! I really do like it, so sweet and yummy!